My Absent

Hadehhh.....

It's been a while that i leave this blog. Wonder why i always couldn't enter to my account. So I just left it. Now, I remember bout my friend's blog entitle yuli-astanti.blogspot.com (which more story about her narcissistic--- peace sista!! hehe   :)  ). That keeps me curious about the failure that occurs to me couldn't enter. I try another way today, not by entering www.blogspot.com but I typed my blog address first then next to sign in from that page..... Fiuuhh.... finally I meet u again dear blog of mine.

my Sister's Figure when she was about 3 Y.O. (Now 8 at next July 14th 2011)

So many things happened these past times.....

• My father will be transfer to work at Jakarta, I wonder why my parents planned to buy a new car and start to make a new debt of a new house too (which I know recently as an Apartment, not House, but it cheap kind, I think it's only a flat called RUSUNAMI---> Rumah Susun.... I don't know what the NAMI stands for). While the installment for the Sukolilo Dian Regency's House ain't over yet and still about 27 months more to go. Mom said that Dad will accept about 170 Millions Rupiahs CASH to pay a new car (what a very awkward account to give----> that's only can buy the compact car nowadays which is my parents planned to buy is TOYOTA YARIS. Whaatttt???? I'm ashamed if I drive Daihatsu Xenia--Thank God Mom Switch it with Honda City, but if we buy Yaris, that means a decline, moreover if the whole 4 members of the family in it, seriously i said to my mom, whether we go to mall someday, I just will get out the car first and not admit come out from that car. HAHAHAHAHHAAA....)..... Aaaaaannnnddddd..... Dad will also receive 30 Millions Rupiahs in LOAN as a down payment to buy that flat! (I wonder my Dad will receive raise or not @ his Salary--Hope so, very very hope so), and he can also get additional 30 Millions (if i ain't misheard) neither to renovate or buy (I forget which one). The CONCLUSION of this point is: I don't know this is quite a good story or the contrary.
• Mom always want to rent the house at Sukolilo, I always don't wanna do it (but I never have the courage to fight my mom opinion since that she's an anger). I have so many thoughts on my mind, I really want to work soon at LJ Discovery Hotel, but soon I figure out that Mom doesn't want me to to live in Surabaya coz I have to take over of my little sister's assisting activities. Well, if I have to take the 3 jobs of them (study, work, take care of my sister), I have to sacrifice one of them, I want to work (so that I have my own money- but it won't start till august) and study of course (cause i just least thesis and one optional choice subject).
• Still Confused about my thesis project, what methods should I use, I would like to develop this Fuzzy-AHP (Analytic Hierarchy Process) and ANN (Artificial Neural Network) from Yasanur Kayicki's of From www.sciencedirect.com. My professor too many said agree with my plan, that what makes me nervous to find the gap of my research (I'm scared that that ain't matter to be a thesis).

(inspired by Yuli to add this picture @ my blog)